I hate when I go through one problem after another. Sometimes there’s no break in between and that’s when I can lose it. When my PC computer died, my main MAC computer began overheating again, I was setting up a new laptop, and had major deadlines, it began to add up. Then I had a meltdown. The technical problems, emails coming back and forth, phone ringing off the hook, emergency prayer requests… I had had enough. I had to talk to God.
So I did. I went somewhere quiet and turned my back on all my deadlines and the computers. I needed The Lord Jesus. I was sweating ferociously and I let Him have it all my emotions. I truly cast all my burdens on Him. Everything I could think of that was bothering me, scaring me and eating me alive, I got off my chest.
God didn’t shout back at me, give me 20 scriptures to read or tell me to get an attitude adjustment. He just listened. I felt He did more than that, at times I felt like He was taking each burden away from me much like giving someone stronger a bag that’s too heavy for me to carry. I felt so relieved. He knew what I needed at that moment…to vent.
I went back to back to work feeling better on the inside. Two hours or so later, God spoke to my heart:
He said…”Trust Me, but more than you trust those pancakes on your plate to taste good!”
LOL, who says The Lord doesn’t have a sense of humor?!